Thanks Jie Jie.....

Crazy.
A perfect word used to describe me.Crazy is what I am.To emotional about many things.Weird year this year.

Its a pain in the ass,but I realize I've got a disease.....-jealousy disease.I easily get jealous for unstated reasons.It was one evening,I opened my Facebook,and saw a post on "her" wall.Just for such a simple post,I became so not myself.I started havin weird..weird toughts.I just faked smiles and pretend that nothing happened to me,but my heart kept feelin "chukoo".My dinner was the worst(but actually the food was one of the best in my life...)

I couldn't stand it anymore,I needed someone,and  I decided to sms S.I'm lucky to have my messenger,my friend,my advicer,my sister.S made me sleep well that night.I tought I wont be sleeping that night,or maybe sleeping with not being myself,but S prove my tought wrong.I had a decent sleep.I even smiled before sleeping.Waking up the next day,I was shocked that I actually smiled.Before the sms-ing session,I was forcing to smile,but after that,I was forcing NOT to smile in case anybody think that I was going nuts.

S,please be my friend forever okay.I need you so that I can need "her". I always do need your advice.Please say it if I had done anything stupid and wrong.Please don't keep anything in your mind.Spill everything out.And for one last thing,please send my apologies to "her" sis.......